Hammer Week~

Well,as normal,i went back to BM's hostel and started my study again. =) Monday, i was fully concentrated into my physic STPM past year's questions,which are given to us for the whole week homework,but i decided to finish it that night. =) Out of the blue,my sixth sense lead me feeling uncomfort,it told me that something bad gonna happen..."Ring~Ring~" i picked up the phone,it was Daniel,he told me about her.
It is just like throwing a hammer to my head,storm striking me...How come? Such a big changes.I was blank for hours.But then,I prayed to God,thanks him,plans for us,i have faith with him,then i smile from the bottom of my heart. =) It doesn't matter the distance,we still can keep in touch,and i decided to find her by driving to there later soon. Hehe~after that,i fall asleep with my light-hearted. =)
Well,i m gonna say sorry to another her here,that i had some mistaken,hopefully she will not mind what i did.Haha...Well,this week is quite a dissapointed-week.I know i will be alright soon.I m thinking the one who is planning for us,this really put down my heavy stone.Relax~take it easy,He is always beside us,taking care of us and carring us to better life,He will often make us a way as he is faith and truth of life! ^^ +u my friend,the tests which are from God is affortable for us,don't scare,we can do it. =)

p/s:I will pray for u,too as other. =)

Weekly Report...xD

特别篇；
这个星期我带了手提电脑，所以我决定来个每日报告，让大家看看我在大山脚的日子~^.^v

五月四日，

又回到学校了，带着充满盼望的心，哎…还是没变…
哈哈，今天在pengajaran am的时候，我连续睡了四次，哈哈，够力！因为老师教的实在是太闷了，所以我也很成功的扮演了渔夫的角色，钓了很多大鱼~ ^.^
回到宿舍后，才发觉，今天，我感受到了在过去的一个月里从未感受过的感觉，“好冷啊~”因为刚下了好大好大的雨嘛！爽到~哈哈，所以回到家后，很自然的，大家都跑去睡了，而我还是坚持做完功课，才进房间，眠一眠~ 哈哈…7.30pm 吃完晚餐后，回到了加油站(my little study corner~ =P)，“老板！大桶的！”哪知读到一半，楼下的房客不停的吵，还好良镇去说说他们…之后跑去了一楼的，找学长学姐，他们都很好，找他们聊聊天，之后就各自回去睡了~今晚会是很好睡的一晚~

五月五日，星期二，

昨晚的确很好睡，一觉到天亮，o(∩_∩)o…今天早上实在是超级冷的，或许用超级还不能说出那种冷感，是“冷爆！”我仿佛看见有雾在我们的冲凉房里呢！哈哈，真的不是开玩笑的，每个人进去之后都纷纷感冒了！之后呢，就各自上课去了，今天的节改了一点，因着“白哟”的老师生病了，可能他家没热水器吧？哈哈…于是我们的节提前了，而我便失去原先三小时空节的睡眠时间了。今天的我深深感受到中五与中六的差别，开始难了~ =S 五点，回到家后，立刻将理科的功课做完，哪知做到一题，做死都做不出，原来老师还没教，难怪…所以说啊，人生别越轨啊，否者真是自寻烦恼了，哈哈~重覆的了解老师所教的之后，就休息下咯…外面下着猫与狗的雨，不知人生乐观的良镇现在打球的怎样了呢？呵呵~再来是晚餐，这里有着非常好吃，美味可口，香喷喷，热腾腾，香脆口感十足的鸡扒饭，又很大包下，^_^…明天的课是十点，所以今晚读书就读迟一点咯~

P/S：今天早上我买了Sentry ward，一插下去便看到了它在我们窗外的屋顶上，还好发现得早，没有的话，我的一举一动都被他知道了…它是…OWL!!!! xD~ 说实在的，吓死我了！！

五月六日，三，阴天，

可恶，每逢下雨的前夕我都会头疼的，今天偏偏不下，头疼了整个早上，还好下午等我回到宿舍后下了，舒服了点，哈哈~今早得知振光（IBM的朋友）昨天打球时受伤了，满严重的，脚骨都歪了，他之后去了医院，照了X-Ray，包了扎，才一零吉罢了，哈哈，好便宜啊，因为那是政府医院嘛！下次我也去照爽！^. ^v…哈哈~刚刚读书到一半时，看出窗外，望着那漂浮不定的云，绿绿的山，感受了一阵凉风，深深的吸了一口气，叹了~伸伸懒腰，好舒服啊~不知远方的妈妈现在如何了？母亲节要到了哦~家人现在怎样了…朋友…说到朋友，真替他感到担心！他是一个很好的朋友，但说到读书…以他那样的成绩要读中六读得好其实是很难的，再加上他那懒洋洋的模样，真的得为他祷告了…之后跑进房间玩下大富翁四，就倒头大睡了。我明明有set闹钟的，睡醒时竟然九点了！还好事先有交代室友，睡醒就有炒饭吃了，o(∩_∩)o…哈哈~之后不知怎么的，应该是天气吧，不然又是那只虾（本人对虾敏感），我气喘了！哇佬，辛苦得不得了！还好我对气喘相当了解，立刻控制了呼吸气的规律，慢慢的缓和下来…好久没喘了，算算时间，也是对了，哈哈…进到房间后，开了mp3，想着休息一下下，哪知一开，竟是杨丞琳的缺氧！欠打！休息下后，回到“加油站”，继续读书！！今晚要好好睡咯~

P/S；因者本人有遗传性的气喘病，从小喘到大，哈哈，所以相当了解气喘。还记得上次我去了诊所，有位新来的护士，手忙脚乱的拿气喘药给我，正常呢，护士会拿着药，然后让你吸的，哪知那次是我自己拿，再自己吸，那护士傻眼~哈哈，医生笑笑的和她说不要紧，因为我已经是pro了，哈哈~嗯…下次本人打算出本书了！哈哈~

五月七日，四，

今天的节超轻松的，哈哈，三节而已，其他剩下的时间就用来做Statistic，每题差不多都要我二十至三十分钟，如果一个不留神算错了，意思是说如果做错了，你就必须用多一倍的时间了，那便是一小时了。
以下是在下为这可爱的数学写了点点的心声…
人非草木，难免有过，
过而知错，一小时也；
答案不同，奇事奇事；
查了再做，一小时也；
难免有时，不知有过，
过后才知，一小时也；
问君：何能不费一时？
君曰：
省时其一，不要做错，
其二，看答才做，
其三，当作没错，
其四，不如不做；
叹曰：
若已做错，何必改过？
若要无错，除非不做；
希望大家会喜欢~哈哈~今天我得花很多时间在这可爱又调皮的数学了。
做完后就快快的跑回去睡了~休息是为了走更长远的路~

而星期五呢，匆匆忙忙就回到家了，今天好累，早上八点到下午六点，开玩笑，马拉松都没那么甘苦... =.=''

以上是本人在IBM的生活，有兴趣去IBM读书的人可以参考下，哈哈~有什么不懂就留言吧，我尽可能答你。这星期说快不快，说慢不慢啊？哈哈...

分享快乐

Hmm...she is a cute girl,and she is the only child who dare to take picture with me,haha...m i look like a child eater? =.=''
This what my station is about,Kinato...wakaka,children are all getting angry by my COOL explanation...hehe~ ^^v

我顾的station,我是host咧，一定要会先...不然面目全非...

A child who likes to make his own cute face to everyone...he is very cute! ^^

以上是我想和大家分享的快乐，和小朋友的玩乐，真的好开心。好啦，这个星期决定博斯两个部落，希望大家看得明白在下的中’s英语咯，哈哈…
现在是晚上十一点，刚听到大牛的妈妈晕倒了，实在是很担心她，愿神保佑她平安，她是一位很好的老师，没了她，我不能想象我现在是个怎样的人。今晚我们就各自在家睡咯。
在这个星期的我，有些感触，形容不出来，所以想了一些方法，而这里包含了中英文，加油；
Looking at the orange light leads my mind blank;
哎，感慨啊，感慨…
夜晚了，不知昨晚的猫是否还会再来…
下起雨了吗？
幻觉吧…
Water flows through my mind,
Washing away what I mind;
奇怪啊，奇怪…
夜，宁静得…让我松了一口气…
喝着让人回神的卡布吉诺…
Chewing my finger,
Missing the cat again…and again…
诺，信，祸，福，all come by tongue;
Command your teeth stick together at right time;
可惜啊，可惜…
I had met the time stealer;
And I don’t even know I m the one…
Felt console…I have met the right 1;
Willing to kindle for him…
Success and failure…again…and gained…
Win doesn’t mean success,
Thank for taking care of me;
How touch am I…
听，多，想，多，说，少；
少，烦，多，乐，多，福…
Way of knowing him, armoring myself;
Way of following him, confiding me;
Way of trusting him, strengthen me;
Way of his way, I have seen the truth way;
这，多多少少，表明了我的过去与现在，感谢神。
今天，五月三日，（过了十二点嘛），是老妈的生日，写到一半，跑出去，亲了她一下，他高兴得半命，却还做Pattern不在意，哈哈…写完了这篇，我快乐的四天回家之旅便快结束了，明天去教堂见证之后就大概要收拾了，那也代表我的鞋必须带着我的脚步，回到那将我的头活埋在书中的地方，愿神与我同行。愿神也保佑那些form6将开学的弟兄。我的弟兄姐妹们，生活并不简单啊，加油！=）
再见咯… ^.^v

P/L(please Look): 1）我们必须准备for everything，2）学习语言的智慧，3）不可对人有偏见，今天教堂学的，Hehe~ =D

开心！！ =D

哈咯，一周一次的Xuan's life report 又回来了，哈哈，这个星期好容易过，才上课四天，虽然很心急回来，可是我还是很专心哦。好啦，IBM那儿，是发生了些事，不过相信神一定很快帮我决绝的。
上个星期，还未去大山脚时，读了一位朋友的部落格，很高兴，她没变，（或许有，可能我不知道），但我知道的，确实是好的。还好她对槟城的朋友有意见，没有就惨了，我还蛮佩服她的勇气，可以下定决心不和他们来往，希望神会祝福她，他现在是没什么好友了，（都变了嘛！），她将会去UTAR，希望神与她同在，保守她...
而我回来了，刚刚参加完主日学的一日营，本先是没那么期待的，哪知今天是我玩得非常高兴的一天，和天真无邪的小朋友玩，远远比任何一个朋友玩来得高兴，他们真是可爱。感谢神！我过得很实在，自从您出现以后，改变了我，改变了那无知，毫无目的的我。JJ来了这里，他真的蛮好笑的，也很好参，（如果不烂C的时候），HEHE~
好咯，这星期的比较短点，有机会我会在多加新的，感谢看我部落格的朋友，感谢你们的关心，再见咯！=)

p/s:孝敬父母，使你得福。今天学的，小心，还热哦！哈~
（从笠芫偷学的，虽然我不知道p/s的意思，但应该是这样用吧？哈哈，是吧？^^）

3rd come back~

Well,as u know,i can write this blog means that there is a seat for me this week~
Hehe,yea,i get so many cares from all of my beloved friends~i would like to thank them here and wish them a happy day too. =)
3rd week in BM,it's quite interesting~Tuesday,i went to berapit's basketball court,hehe,being the mvp there~my shooting rate is nearly 95%~ Usually,i will be standing under the basketry,but some of the players made me not to do so... They played rudely with me,well,they still couldn't stop me from getting marks~ =D After winning 2 match,we played a 5 on 5 game...It's totally different from the two match that i had before,they are more older and "taller".It's quite hard standing under basketry,but i still can do my job, =) ... but soon,i was "Bled Out",during thier fast-aggression,i dashed back to my own place,the ball carrier was running with a high speed and i ran faster than him and i was in front of him before he reached the red area...Out of the blue,i saw his anger flying towards my face and i cant avoid it~ BooM!! My nose is quite pain now~Pacifying it~
Well,after that,i back to hostel and gotta wash my "sweaty" shirt,why it's sweaty? becasue it can sweat without me,geli leh? hehe~ then i m deadly tired,i just lie on my bed and slept~
Wednesday night~i studied till 2 a.m. (It's because i was sleeping in the afternoon),suddenly Suet Kee(my house mate),she met something strange,she saw a girl who is my housemate also,but that night she was back,sleeping near to her!! Walao,then she heard Hui Ying,who is my housemate too,calling her~but there was almost 2 a.m. ,Suet Kee kept on closing her eyes...and soon she found that she iwas breathing hardly,no way,she straight rushed out the room and went into the bathroom,cry or may be not...Terrible,it made me couldn't sleep well that night. =S
Well,thursday,the most funny day,Liang Zhen,who is my housemate also, =P!! he was exhausted that day and he decided to sleep early from 8p.m. till tomorrow~ok,after finishing my homeworks and revision which took me a long time,i went to sleep too,it was about 12a.m.,and that night was strange,everyone slept before 12a.m.but i couldn't get into dream!! Suffering from that,and 2 hours later,i was success to meet the dream master~ but i was shocked!! i heard some one washing his shirt or wat in the bathroom! Strange! it's about 3.30a.m. u know? How come there will be an idiot washing his cloth at that time and he knew that his shirt will not be dried,buti decided not to care about it,it's better i stay in my room and do nothing,just breathed deepely and slept~
Argh~what a good morning,it was friday,i'm going back today,so excited... =D after bathing,i found that the idiot was Liang Zhen!! -.-'' If Liang Zhen is reading the this blog,it can be sure that u are laufing at me... =.=''
Well,in other way,i found something that exist in my house but not in my hostel,it is HOT WATER!! I got to withstand the extremely iced-cool water every drawn! I scream when the water flows down my skin~it makes me HIGH~haha,i may train my singing skill there...Will it disturbing others? Who cares,everyone is screaming inside too~ =D
At there,i met boys who i interest in,and i met a indian friend,his name is Joy,he suppose in the upper six this year,but last year he decided to join a christ team to run a program which named "Mission".It takes him half of the year to evangelize in Indonesia and Sarawak~Wow~fantastic huh? =) he gave me a bibble which is in both langue,English and Chinese.Thank ya.=D
Well,i met a girl,Zer Ling,she come from BM high,i got lots of question to ask her.=D She is quite a cute girl and as i know,may guys want to tackle her,but she dont speak chinese and even don't understand chinese,she speak in english and malay only,so most of them threw their tower~
Well,that's it,see u guys next week lorh,thx my friends,love u all. =)

IBM 2nd Week~

It is not bad from outside looking to my hostel,hehe,thats why i dare to capture it and never capture inside...xD~hehe...

Originality way created by my friend,Engineer(he always consider himself) Haren Tan~ to cook to Ba Chang~

My little corner for studying~ with my burger~hehe~

Form 6 math,i feel challenging~and a bit of fear~ haha...

class started at 7.45 a.m,looking out the window,OMG!its raining downpour,no way,have to be the chicken in the soup today. >"<

Bukit Mertajam,surely there will be a Bukit lah~ xD~

IBM,my school now~

It was so much different in the second week of IBM,everythings teacher taught is being harder and harder,and i have to try harder and harder to catch up~

Thank God,you help me most of the time,you are my power...

It's really hard being a "Good" person.As a Christian,i knew what not to do and what i have to do...In fact,i m not feeling well most of the time when i have to step back because i m a Christian,God will happy that i did what he said,but u know...its really so hard to do that...sometimes i m wilful to cry...i stopped it imediately...I don't like to be the "Cry Man",i can handle all thoes things,but...my heart,somehow,its hurt...Just like a wood nail up,even it is plucked off,the hole will never disappear,from God,i got the comfort...BUT I M HUMAN BEING!!

WHY!!!Don't think i gotta step back then ask me to run backwards!! Why?!!! In Ecclesiastes,it told us that this world has lost...eveythings is like dummy...

Most of the time,I can't find fair in my family,as the Nine Knift writer stated that "In house,there is not a place for u to argue about fair,because it's not the lawcourt,SO NO LAW HERE!"

I'm from Buddha family,i m the only 1 christian in there,and,some of them,they look at me like lokking at a stranger?!Hey,come on,i m your brother,we can just like before,why must u ignore me? and after believing in Jesus,i got to suffer from all thoes unfair matters...If before i believe,i can affirm that is it will be a storm in our house again,and later the Zeus(my mum) comes out,u know and i know what will happen...I got no way but have to bear myself,i dont want my mum to be suffered from it,and i dont wan to argue always against my family,and i have to show them that i went to church before,it changed me anyway,so,what i can do is bearing all the fell,no matter how i angry,i bear it,how i sad,i squeeze myself into coverlet and cry....

My family is worse? Not really...just sometimes...if i bear all thoes,then my family may become better...I m not the only kind person in my family also,so don't think my family is worse...my parents and siblings love me,take care of me,but in "other way" only...strange,i can only feel it when i think it very positively...for now,i m going back to BM study again,hopefully,the next week i come back,there is a seat for me...

Thank God,i had beared all thoes unfair and inexplainable matters...take it easy,I'm MEAK! But NOT WEAK! Well...here,i got to appologize to Ly and Pheypei,i cant on9...>"<

i got to stop here,time's up...my friend who i treasure,see you all next week,God always be with u all.

Lameness come to me again~

2-day holidays have passed so fast that i couldn't realise i m going to back to BM again~I m wondering shouldn't i b happy that i m going back for study? Then,i finally find out what's making me think like that...THERE HAS NO INTERNET!!!
LAME
"Lame~Lame~and LAME!
Days passing like years~
Why~Why~and WHY?!
Inasmuch of Doggie faces in my dream~
Think~Hesitate~and Dream!!
Only dream can drug myself~
Bored~Stuffy~and Depressed~
Scratching the glass which leading my mood to high pitch~
Day~Day~and Sunday~
Deadly walk back to there again~"
While you are reading down it,make it more creative and imagine if there is a songs like "Get Low" playing,that is interesting~for u but not for me!! =__=''
Hehe...Looking at this "Lame" which created by my sudden mood,i miss my computer and my friends~(even i broguht my laptop to there,but there has no INTERNET!!)
Why do i say that? Because i cant get the latest news! And it is such lame being the "outdated" person. Fine,i think i can live without that,and just bury my head into the BOOKS~Hopefully that will make my times become hours and not minutes. Hehe...my friends,don't worry about me,i m not as that weak as u guys think me is,i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me!I m not affraid and i m gonna be a TANKER!!Thanks for advicing me,my friends...
Fine,look at the watch,i gotta pack my baggage,there are huge of things that i haven't tidy up yet~
Good bye my friends~See u next week~ =)