3rd come back~

Well,as u know,i can write this blog means that there is a seat for me this week~
Hehe,yea,i get so many cares from all of my beloved friends~i would like to thank them here and wish them a happy day too. =)
3rd week in BM,it's quite interesting~Tuesday,i went to berapit's basketball court,hehe,being the mvp there~my shooting rate is nearly 95%~ Usually,i will be standing under the basketry,but some of the players made me not to do so... They played rudely with me,well,they still couldn't stop me from getting marks~ =D After winning 2 match,we played a 5 on 5 game...It's totally different from the two match that i had before,they are more older and "taller".It's quite hard standing under basketry,but i still can do my job, =) ... but soon,i was "Bled Out",during thier fast-aggression,i dashed back to my own place,the ball carrier was running with a high speed and i ran faster than him and i was in front of him before he reached the red area...Out of the blue,i saw his anger flying towards my face and i cant avoid it~ BooM!! My nose is quite pain now~Pacifying it~
Well,after that,i back to hostel and gotta wash my "sweaty" shirt,why it's sweaty? becasue it can sweat without me,geli leh? hehe~ then i m deadly tired,i just lie on my bed and slept~
Wednesday night~i studied till 2 a.m. (It's because i was sleeping in the afternoon),suddenly Suet Kee(my house mate),she met something strange,she saw a girl who is my housemate also,but that night she was back,sleeping near to her!! Walao,then she heard Hui Ying,who is my housemate too,calling her~but there was almost 2 a.m. ,Suet Kee kept on closing her eyes...and soon she found that she iwas breathing hardly,no way,she straight rushed out the room and went into the bathroom,cry or may be not...Terrible,it made me couldn't sleep well that night. =S
Well,thursday,the most funny day,Liang Zhen,who is my housemate also, =P!! he was exhausted that day and he decided to sleep early from 8p.m. till tomorrow~ok,after finishing my homeworks and revision which took me a long time,i went to sleep too,it was about 12a.m.,and that night was strange,everyone slept before 12a.m.but i couldn't get into dream!! Suffering from that,and 2 hours later,i was success to meet the dream master~ but i was shocked!! i heard some one washing his shirt or wat in the bathroom! Strange! it's about 3.30a.m. u know? How come there will be an idiot washing his cloth at that time and he knew that his shirt will not be dried,buti decided not to care about it,it's better i stay in my room and do nothing,just breathed deepely and slept~
Argh~what a good morning,it was friday,i'm going back today,so excited... =D after bathing,i found that the idiot was Liang Zhen!! -.-'' If Liang Zhen is reading the this blog,it can be sure that u are laufing at me... =.=''
Well,in other way,i found something that exist in my house but not in my hostel,it is HOT WATER!! I got to withstand the extremely iced-cool water every drawn! I scream when the water flows down my skin~it makes me HIGH~haha,i may train my singing skill there...Will it disturbing others? Who cares,everyone is screaming inside too~ =D
At there,i met boys who i interest in,and i met a indian friend,his name is Joy,he suppose in the upper six this year,but last year he decided to join a christ team to run a program which named "Mission".It takes him half of the year to evangelize in Indonesia and Sarawak~Wow~fantastic huh? =) he gave me a bibble which is in both langue,English and Chinese.Thank ya.=D
Well,i met a girl,Zer Ling,she come from BM high,i got lots of question to ask her.=D She is quite a cute girl and as i know,may guys want to tackle her,but she dont speak chinese and even don't understand chinese,she speak in english and malay only,so most of them threw their tower~
Well,that's it,see u guys next week lorh,thx my friends,love u all. =)

IBM 2nd Week~

It is not bad from outside looking to my hostel,hehe,thats why i dare to capture it and never capture inside...xD~hehe...

Originality way created by my friend,Engineer(he always consider himself) Haren Tan~ to cook to Ba Chang~

My little corner for studying~ with my burger~hehe~

Form 6 math,i feel challenging~and a bit of fear~ haha...

class started at 7.45 a.m,looking out the window,OMG!its raining downpour,no way,have to be the chicken in the soup today. >"<

Bukit Mertajam,surely there will be a Bukit lah~ xD~

IBM,my school now~

It was so much different in the second week of IBM,everythings teacher taught is being harder and harder,and i have to try harder and harder to catch up~

Thank God,you help me most of the time,you are my power...

It's really hard being a "Good" person.As a Christian,i knew what not to do and what i have to do...In fact,i m not feeling well most of the time when i have to step back because i m a Christian,God will happy that i did what he said,but u know...its really so hard to do that...sometimes i m wilful to cry...i stopped it imediately...I don't like to be the "Cry Man",i can handle all thoes things,but...my heart,somehow,its hurt...Just like a wood nail up,even it is plucked off,the hole will never disappear,from God,i got the comfort...BUT I M HUMAN BEING!!

WHY!!!Don't think i gotta step back then ask me to run backwards!! Why?!!! In Ecclesiastes,it told us that this world has lost...eveythings is like dummy...

Most of the time,I can't find fair in my family,as the Nine Knift writer stated that "In house,there is not a place for u to argue about fair,because it's not the lawcourt,SO NO LAW HERE!"

I'm from Buddha family,i m the only 1 christian in there,and,some of them,they look at me like lokking at a stranger?!Hey,come on,i m your brother,we can just like before,why must u ignore me? and after believing in Jesus,i got to suffer from all thoes unfair matters...If before i believe,i can affirm that is it will be a storm in our house again,and later the Zeus(my mum) comes out,u know and i know what will happen...I got no way but have to bear myself,i dont want my mum to be suffered from it,and i dont wan to argue always against my family,and i have to show them that i went to church before,it changed me anyway,so,what i can do is bearing all the fell,no matter how i angry,i bear it,how i sad,i squeeze myself into coverlet and cry....

My family is worse? Not really...just sometimes...if i bear all thoes,then my family may become better...I m not the only kind person in my family also,so don't think my family is worse...my parents and siblings love me,take care of me,but in "other way" only...strange,i can only feel it when i think it very positively...for now,i m going back to BM study again,hopefully,the next week i come back,there is a seat for me...

Thank God,i had beared all thoes unfair and inexplainable matters...take it easy,I'm MEAK! But NOT WEAK! Well...here,i got to appologize to Ly and Pheypei,i cant on9...>"<

i got to stop here,time's up...my friend who i treasure,see you all next week,God always be with u all.

Lameness come to me again~

2-day holidays have passed so fast that i couldn't realise i m going to back to BM again~I m wondering shouldn't i b happy that i m going back for study? Then,i finally find out what's making me think like that...THERE HAS NO INTERNET!!!
LAME
"Lame~Lame~and LAME!
Days passing like years~
Why~Why~and WHY?!
Inasmuch of Doggie faces in my dream~
Think~Hesitate~and Dream!!
Only dream can drug myself~
Bored~Stuffy~and Depressed~
Scratching the glass which leading my mood to high pitch~
Day~Day~and Sunday~
Deadly walk back to there again~"
While you are reading down it,make it more creative and imagine if there is a songs like "Get Low" playing,that is interesting~for u but not for me!! =__=''
Hehe...Looking at this "Lame" which created by my sudden mood,i miss my computer and my friends~(even i broguht my laptop to there,but there has no INTERNET!!)
Why do i say that? Because i cant get the latest news! And it is such lame being the "outdated" person. Fine,i think i can live without that,and just bury my head into the BOOKS~Hopefully that will make my times become hours and not minutes. Hehe...my friends,don't worry about me,i m not as that weak as u guys think me is,i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me!I m not affraid and i m gonna be a TANKER!!Thanks for advicing me,my friends...
Fine,look at the watch,i gotta pack my baggage,there are huge of things that i haven't tidy up yet~
Good bye my friends~See u next week~ =)

心底话

凌晨三点了，你或许可以当作我是梦游梦到电脑前面的...

不知不觉，已一个星期了，在新的地方，新的环境，新的朋友，新的老师，新的感想，新的食物！！=P!!!

那里的事情，让我有了些感想，那是很久之前的了...或许夸张了点，不过我有时总是需要在一些朋友面前笑着脸皮，不过心里哭着，而心里许许多多的话就好如刚煮好的饭的蒸汽想一次过爆发！！为什么我不说？这问题很好，我也想问我自己，同时在这，我为我自己感到悲哀，寂寞...不是不讲，不过讲不出口！你知道你们的样子很欠打吗？很狗吗？总是那个样子，谁能和你说话？只有你讲！我呢？有些事情真的只需要单方面的认同就好了吗？真的是单方面吗？...我疯了！！为什么我可以顾及双方，不过你总是单方面的忘了我呢?我的感受呢？心情呢？我是人呢！我还在地球啊！！究竟是谁决定的？表面上是乎是大家同意，但实际上，我可以说话吗？真的可以吗?可以，不过不能罢了...因为都不一样想法了...说了出来，大家不好过，心软的总会是我，到时难受的又只会是我...就是因为尊重你，才不说出来，当许许多多这些的心里话聚集的时候，这就是“心底话”，而最痛苦的是，我知道有些地方是我不好的，不过这些都不可能再拿回出来说的了，就算了吧，都把它往心里埋...气很快就吞了进去...而这些“蒸汽”在心底忍久了，多多少少会有些跑到眼睛去了...在新生活里，一些小小的事务总是提醒我，提醒我那些心底的事...好甘苦，不想都不行。

以上的都是废话，如果你认为是的话...因为这不是给每一位的...

而里头也包括了我个人的情绪发泄，所以可以不必理会。=)

好了，我也蛮懒惰的要把一星期的事情一次过写出来...所以我会比较喜欢感想式的写法...

在新的生活里，我都必须过着我十八年来不一样的生活方式，早上到旁晚都在上课，回家后就睡下，那是我就享受的时候，晚上就去试吃不一样的美食，之后再回家读书和整理学校的东西...时间算是过得满快的。朋友们都不必担心我，我过得很好，感谢神，带领我...不过不必担心不代表不必睬我啊！我还是很需要你们的，特别是你们两个！为什么呢？因为你们在我心里的位子可以让我放心的说心事（虽然不是每一次）...

好啦，刚刚的我被“他”鸟了下，我没话说，他如果在读着这章，他应该知道我说的是什么...

好了，夜了，哦雅士米~ ^_^v

新章；当年的生活

在这感谢那位小姐，第一次在我的部落格上写上一句褒义词。
Hmm...我解释一下哦，我之前真的打算不写了，不过看看我高中的时间表，我还是可能会有些时间的。 =)
“呜呜~”多么让人开心的哭声。证明了，那孩儿并不是哑巴的，而同时证明了，那孩儿出生了...好希望他/她可以成龙/凤，这是大部分父母都想自己的孩子的吧？这又是一个盼望放在那小孩生上了，那是多么的期待...
我相信，每个人都有他本身的故事，而重点就是你是否回想过这些故事。许多人在忙碌的生活当中，往往忘了自己的父母，家人...现在，请用10秒的时间，想想自己的父母，是否很久没真正的看他们了？是否有皱纹了？老了？而往往人们就是喜欢在患难中，才会露出他们对别人的“爱”，有多久没爱你们的父母了呢？想...别只是会想，要做！别等到有事才来捐肝捐肺，显露出你对他们的爱，太迟了...
以一生人来说，朋友就只是分阶段的，一些朋友陪你成长，一些已成长，一些伴你共事...在公司里，要是你死了，两天后就会有人会取代你的位子，而你在家人眼里是无可取代的，他们会伤心欲绝...
看了Jerry新的部落格，我不用点英文似乎有点追不上潮流咯...
Family，这是我们一生中，最重要的，永远不会抛弃你的，永远爱你的...不知大家是否知道，这个字的来历？
F = Father
A = And
M = Mother
I = I
L = Love
Y = You
我们应多花些时间来陪陪家人的，而父母，从小到大，是从小到大啊！不知你是否能找得到一个朋友，或者同事是可以那样的对你呢？几十年了...听好，不是十几年，是几十年了，那么的爱你，疼你，保护你，关怀你，养你，寄望于你...那是多么不简单的事情，而现在的小孩子（包括本人），都太幸福了，幸福的连何谓幸福也不知道...我们应该多花些时间去了解，明白...之后？行动！如何行动？不会吧？这些不应该是我教的了，希望大家肯用一丁点的时间想想，用多多的时间来行动，踏出第一步，而做事情总有失败和成功，别因为第一次的失败而放弃了，神都没放弃过爱我们，那我们呢？大家一起说Family吧！^^
加油，写完这篇，我又要回到去读书了，下次见咯. =)