Short story : B'day gift!! ^^

Yea,it's a external hard disc which both of my cute,beautiful,kind and charming sister gave to me as my birthday present. Of course,I'm not showing but just want to share my happiness. These both sister always take care of me and it goes on since i was still chewing my nipple. So touching while i receive this. ^_^ Anyway,it's just a short update to my recent life. =) Thanks to my sister here. Love u both. =)
Wish to IBM students who is having their final exam next week all the best and the most important thing,good luck. Lolz. Going back to my lovely hostel later,mood down-ing. ~.~

p/s: If u understand me,it's understood. =)

Dream = Drug

Everyone has their dream,of course,included me. But what we gonna do with our "growing up age" is to recognize dream and target. Dream,we can make it anytime,anywhere,anyhow. It doesn't need any requirement,as long as u're the main character,everything will just follow ur wish to go on. Dream is perfect to us huh? There is still a very fine line upon it. Facts always tell us that dream doesn't perfect. Admitted..

"You may dream,but do not make dream as ur master",a phrase from form 5 poem,we all still remember,don't we?

"Who will make dream as our master,HaHa,of course not." Sounds similar from every mouth of us,not bad.. Thinking of someone is always shown to us by their behavior and not words.

Thinking, we shl make some time to realize,don't we?

But after realizing,what we always do to it is to ignore. Do nothing on it. "Haiya,just a dream,it won't affect me much." Sounds good. =)

In deep of our heart,we all know that,don't we?

We will commit again.
Ways to solve it will only be known by our self.

Target,which involved logical thinking,future,our self and of course planning. We shl always target our self,but not dreaming our self. As we know,dream is just like a drug,when u lie to urself,this drug kills all ur brain cell. Ur brain will become a nutshell. "It's just like gravity,what it takes is a little push." Do not even make this push to us. As this age,everything is attracting us,it's impossible not to dream,we all know about this,dream will drug our self to enjoy or perhaps,forget the facts. Dream is a Drug. After taking off this drug,we will only find nothing,nothing...

p/s: As i said,it's impossible not to dream. So what i typed up there is nonsense,yet,there is still a very fine line upon it. Infinity always tells us that Zero can be anything,can be nothing. =)
U still can take the drug if and only if u got the immunity skill and u may swallow the drug.

Two Holi-Days at Penang

"Every time u touch me,i will become a hero. U walk into my life. I know what's beautiful,just looking at you."

Recently can't update my own blog due to some personal reason. It's DAMN boring can't use my com after coming back from the bird nest. These days i really think of so much things. I can't expect me to know all these. Things that will always affect me,things that always around me,things that will make me stronger,I'm lost. In this situation,no one can come out an conclusion. What i have to do is shut up,and do my own things.

"Come on guy,u still got a long long way to go." I always do to tell myself. Don't stop whenever u meet obstacle. After watching 2012,it seems all these have to be proven wrong. Of course,it is just a movie. What I'm trying to say is the time flies with no signal. Sometimes,just stop and look around me and behind me what we have done.

Well,let's come back to real life. Just finished marathon and back from Penang. It's exhausted. However,i did really enjoy these 2 days. Fainted 7 hours after coming back,i think it's quite short for me,going to sleep back later. Wahaha. k la,time to pack e'thg and have to go back to nest d. NVM! Holidays is coming soon soON SOON~ ^^ Let's put our hand in the air and wait for it~

p/s: There is always a reaction after applying force on something. Bad Xuan. =)

Second before gonig back to bird nest~

Emo-picture again? No no,it's just a fun-taking with my friends while jogging at Meng Kuang. Oh,sunset.i like it! =)

6th form farewell which will be organized at the coming Dec 20,and I'm the director of our club. Well,it really doesn't a big deal to me,what big deal it is the party,is just a day before my.. Waliao eh..How can it be like that.. Haih..Admit,and do it,ntg gonna chage it. T^T

Quite busy nowadays,study+6th form works have taken all my time. It's not bad though. Haha,I won't be emo and think of excess wasting my time. =) Recently,i did really play too much of DotA,pawn and pawn,get killed and ended. My time is just like water flowing away. Should have adjust my time table again. Next week,more accurately,next Saturday,will be our MUET exam day. I really hope to get what i wanted,Band 4. Then i can drop English in the coming upper six. That will be really free to me.

K la,going to pack my things and go back to bird nest again,all the best and good luck my friends. =)

Prayer:Lord,help those who are facing their MUET exam. Taking away their nervousness and empower us. Amen.

Walk by walks

"General,we have lost contact to team 3,report in,over.."
"We are in position,ready to...*Screaming*"
"General? Team 2 team 2 please response,over."
"*sha*...*sha*.."

Disorganization failure

Lost connection for unclarity causes. Enemy is using unknown weapon damaging our system and causes eardrum explode. Team 2 and Team 3 have been defeated.18 people have been confirmed dead...

Reported by Mr.Fact

Language,connection,link,relationship and self-esteem have been a velum to human in communicating. Ya of course,we are still in contact.but what do we really contact? Body? Spirit? Soul? Or i think the answer probably would be Mouth Communication Interchange(M.C.I). MCI has been using so wildly and it is said to be normal. People is only communicating with using only their mouth. "Cannot mah,how to chat jek? We are not the friend as good as u thought and mostly,we are in wrong channel." Very typical answer. =) Indeed. So what have we seen in our future path? These so called "friends"? Unmoral attitudes?

Admittedly,everyone has their own enemy in their life. Along the path,enemy would be different following our path. The most important thing to defeat "him" is to know him. Realize him,attest to him,face him,take care of him (then use a knife to thrust him!),of course,a joke.. Yea,people has told us this era years ago. To realize him or not? You are the only one can know it. Easy,everyone has their fault,their own enemy. Delay may bring failure,as the soldiers stated above. Unknown brings tragedy. And,what element makes this enemy? Some said it is a psychogenesis,yourself, and may be,other people. All depends on us. Life can be meaningful,don't waste it in depression. May God bless u all,my friends. =)

Storming We3k..

Yea,just like the tree inside the photo,striking storm. Tree will keep on growing tall and taller to get enough sunlight for their food transformation,photosynthesis of course. As things undergo normally,storm is always out of realize-able.. Just like me..

I just do the things,as normal,everything follows the formula. Though,how long did i really filter myself into the formula,which i had forgotten what i should do and also shouldn't do.
Unexpected event has waken me up anyway. I should get rid of that,indeed. It's not a big deal though,but what i can really sure is i have to really think of that,my starting with my ending. Will it be possible a sad ending or something else. Prevention is always better than cure.

Now i standing at there,i should take the rest,and face it without doubt. Faith will carry me on. Yup,i like a girl which i really didn't notice that i like her. So i don't think liking a person is wrong,i do like many people and love my friends. What i gonna do in this case is to admit and keep it well in transparent relationship. Make us friend as possible as i can. Let all things go under nature. Don't think too much and focus on my study.

P/s:When the time will be,it will be. =)

Meaningful Day..

Ah Lim,the only one chinese at there,he is now form 5,God bless him. =)

Kids from there,cute + innocence. =)

On the way to waterfalls!! Siok nia~ haha~

On self-possession.. =)

YoYo~quite like this photo. =) haha..

17 Oct 2009,early in the morning 8.00a.m,my phone's alarm rang,and as usual,i threw my phone away..8.55a.m,Jerry came to my house and ready to fetch me to church to gather. Waliao,i dash to my bathroom as well as packing on my way. How can i do that? I don't know. Human always can do something that is impossible for a 'normal' of you in the urgent situation. Lolz..

After all,we began our footstep to orphanage. I'm the first time to step into there. It's out of my expectation. Anyway,after setting e'thing down,dean told us about the history of this orphanage. In 80-an,he was a civil technician in Johor,he got a high salary job,around Rm8000-Rm9000. One day,he heard that God ask him to leave his job and create this orphanage. By the way,he is a Muslim. His family agreed with that. Then he started his first bible study and training class at there. In 89-an,he was alone to Sungai Petani,he got nothing,no one that can help him,but God. His faith bring him here. Everything God has planned for him. In 90-an,he started this orphanage. Neglected children will be sent here. And three years ago,their orphanage got financial problem,they prayed for it. After 1 week,a guy from Australia phoned him,and asked him *******,is that ur bank account number? He answered 'yes.',and asked who is him? The guy said nothing but just said that he want to donate RM50k money to their orphanage. Until now,they still dunno who is the guy. How well is God helping us. =)

After that,i went around to have a look. Their life is really different from us. For first,of course,they got no parents for them to call "Papa or Mama". *Heart broke* Then their place to sleep and bathroom,place to dry their clothes,playground,toys are all different. Their life is simple. *touching* How blessedness we have. We should appreciate every moment with our parents,appreciate every call "Mum and Dad". Thanks God,i learned much more than a lesson today. =)

Then,it's waterfalls time!!! Wahaha,siok nia. The water is refreshing,my mind,my body,my eyes,my brain,my soul,and my spirit. Darren,Jerry and me lying on the rock where is just nearby the waterfalls(where the water flows very fast),we took a short nap there. Due to we went up to a quite high place,there are few people. Wind blows,leafage flying around,water go through every part of my body,quite and i can even hear water flowing,bird singing. How nice is my feeling after awaken,it did refresh me. Then we played around at there. Just had a nice time at the waterfalls. (p/s:The highlight is while we catch the male frog which is really big and at that time,it was doing "something" to another female frog. LOL..)

Time flied fast,time to go back. Then we went to Sunway to have our dinner. Drank white coffee!! ^^ How nice~ Then we chatting all the way while back.

P/S: Please appreciate every moments we have with our family. =)

Prayer:Lord,i thank to you for bringing us safely all the way and we got parents. May God bless all the children at orphanage there. Especially the kid(i think he is just around 8 years old) who is going to face his operation in the coming Dec. Amen. =)

New Day! New begin! =)

Spider-man,who name himself as well,and people call him as poet-man too. Well,tell honestly and seriously,u just CAN'T imagine how CRAZY he is!

Half an hour before Muet speaking test started. Thanks God! I got the easiest tittle with the best point to talk about. =)

Name: Hunter Xuan
Age: Ancient ages
Details: Appears near around BM,Lower Six Science B.
-Used to hunt for anything.
-Melee type Hunter.
-Damage with using blade.
-Atlante-an man eater.

My new identity,has shown above,Hunter Xuan. Haha,it's just a joke,fun at taking those strange photo anyway. Hmm,This week,i really collapse. I mean,not only physical,but also mental and faith. Ya,i have met some troublesome situation. Now,i think i can really cool down myself and know what had happened to me. Think TOO MUCH! (It doesn't mean what i thought is meaningless,it do remind me and become my lesson.) Yea,that's what i did. I really don't want to accept the fact,anyway,accepted has made me feel better,much much better. Thanks God. I'm fine now. =)

On this Wednesday,it's our Muet Speaking Test day. I didn't feel like nervous at all. Somehow,i did before entering to the exam room. Lol! My sound was shivering as i want to continue my individual presentation. I take 0.32 second to stay cool and continue. Haha,it's so fun to hear that all of the participates speak with their shivering sound,of course included me. In discussion,we have 10 mins to discuss about the most effective way to save our money spending on foodstuff which is increasing nowadays. I'm the only one who can take care of the time(they didn't wear watch!),fine,it's just a raise-hand job. Anyhow,i found it too fake while i gave signal to them that time is almost up. They all suddenly turn to agree me. Believe me,and also believe my eyes,i saw examine was about to laugh but stay steady and he and she (two examiners) laugh after we went out. LOLZ! I was feeling so paiseh. We are not only testing our English,but also our acting skill. Haha.

Then,for the lesson past few weeks and days,i have learned smtg anyway. Thanks God i m awaken. Things must be balanced,abo u will collapse in this world of lie like me. =)

p/s:Sun still shines on me,why should i switch off my light in my room? Just go out to breath and let the sun shine on you. Warm and fresh. How well the creation of God. =) Don't waste your days which can be meaningful and beautiful in depression. Don't lose the chance to enjoy ur life,appreciate the chances and hold it tide,you are the special one and only one. And do believe,anger and depression can be overcome by love and hope. =)

Suffering...

IBM,this is the place where i have started my new life at there. I do believe,for now,i have experienced something different. Recalling my secondary school's life,it's simple and easy. Game + eat + sleep,is there any life can more simple than this? Of course i enjoy it. Time flies so fast that i couldn't even realize time is passing...And it will never return. Some people said that life is easy. How life is that easy? Life is not easy! It's hard,especially if u want to become a Good Man.Of course i m not saying i'm the one,but at least,i m trying my best to.

Now,1a.m,i m still staring on this screen,as tomorrow i got a English Muet speaking test. Recalling,what i have done. How my life goes on... Listening to my breathing,i finally got my time to stay peace. I'm really sorry my friend,being a temper friend,emotional friend... I think i already knew where is problem,but i got to take some time to handle it. For me,now i m really going to become a mad person. Pressure from study,from friends,from situation,from life,from family...The most important is the pressure from myself which i really can't effort it. Demand on myself from me? It's impossible to reach and the worst is i knew what is right and what i should do. I'm so blame full to myself as i m the master of me also. Am i mad? Some answers me is 'Yes,Xuan,u think too much ady.','So i don't have to think? Just ignore those things? I don't want to be a fool.' I answered myself in deep of my mind. Some says 'No,Xuan,u did well somehow,but then u can't change the fact,so that's it.What u can do is to accept it,or else,learn to ignore it.'

Hmm,for now,i believe i m lost. So do i have to think? No matter i know or i don't,what i can do is just ignoring. And the most important thing is,i can't control my emotional while looking at those things. It affected me,very much... I really felt exhausted.I think this is the reason why i get mad nowadays. Apologize to all my friends again here. For next time,i will learn to close my eyes,prevent looking it. It's hard,it's tough,but i will learn,and i must learn! Time to sleep. It's about 1.15am now. Good night my friends.

Prayer: Lord,with your wisdom,help me to solve this situation. And please help all those students who are having Muet Speaking tomorrow and also the day after tomorrow. Amen.

p/s:It's time to slow down my footstep,feel the seconds,i need time. =) Peace~

Haiz's day In IBM

Kok Sheng,the one blackie who stand beside me,has left us to go back to his secondary school to continue his form 6. He is the best basketball player among our friends. We have lost a good player on court. Anyhow,blade doesn't always benefit on one side,he is quite a noob player in DotA,so we have lost a food in gaming. Well,wish u all the best at Perlis there. We'll meet again in GG. =)

At a normal month,a normal week,normal day,in a normal school,with some normal friend... Ya,everything happens just like normal. But it's not for me. In there few days,i really miss my old classmate,they know me the most,they know how am i. Of course not fully understand of me,but we can have joy always,smile together,we can understand,at least,what we r talking. At there,i think i have changed. Changed to a person who doesn't talk always,of course i think it's good,at least not talking bullshit. With this,i have changed from a person who always like to share about my life and talking all over the day to a person who trying to be serious in his study,stop talking bullshit,and as well,my friends around me will not know about me. The situation is,they don't know who am i,i can really joke u know? I can really play madly,but i m just choosing the right time,not like before,playing around the clock. So...what m i facing now is they go out,for example gathering,they won't tell at least i ask. And some activity,even i ask,they won't tell me. At first to IBM,we know each other,well,even just a short time,but we have understood each other much don't we? I thought we have become a "friend".I'm asking a friend who is not only say 'Hi' and 'Bye'. Of course,the thing is not that serious yet,if i take it easy. I care about,that's why i feel upset. Well,i know this will over soon. What i can do is just doing my own job and wait.

Yesterday,went outing with my really friends,they told me not to worry,it's just a period that u can do nothing,but just to wait. Kinda Emo these days,but i feel much better after talking to them,i can feel my shoulder becoming lighter a bit. Thanks my friend who console me. =)

p/s:For friend who is studying in IBM or knows who are they,i don't wanna this to be known by anyone who is included above there. I hope this can really be kept well. Thanks. =)

Ntg special~

Well,ntg special happen in my nearly life in IBM school or family,either. For the coming holidays,thurday War Game(which is known as Paint Ball),and Sunday,we're going to Gurney to celebrate Father's birthday. Before this,i m seeking for real activity which can really put my hair down. Well,it seems a good idea. Will try to enjoy it.

Recently,i didnt really study hard for my chem,and physic too. Hmm,gotta take this holidays to cover back. Digging holes for my head later. Kaka~ Today,went to Sunway with Happy Tan,Lanson and Darren. For my first time,i went to Parkson to buy T-shirt myself with no family members to give suggestion or may be,decide for me. Satisfied,because i have bought two T-shirt which i really like it. It's nt expensive either due to Sales there. I'm going to wear one of them to Penang for the celebration. Can't wait for the day! Wahaha~

On the other hand,i found that i m acting like a involker. Involking talking skills,joking skills,writting skills,acting skills,and also... (left it blank,bcuz still got a lot to fill in. xD) Well,i don't really think that is bad but in the other way,i learn what i think is good ,and ofcourse,i can't totally ignore what is really bad for me. I found that nowadays,i don't really can control my friend,named Moody. I will just feel like a sudden-moody. Don't ask me why,i can't answer it to myself too. During these moments,i used to remember some factors which might not be probably be the reason why am i moody,but still,i remember it. Factors included:

1. When i see some doggie face showing to G,and also shaking their tail which they might think can get more rewards with acting "cute"
2. G compress their sound to below 10 bells,which they think that it can probably attract guy's attention while B actually nearly can't hear them.

Hmm,it's just two factors,the rest i don't wanna to state it out. It's too horror~Well well,let's end here. =)

Back to there again...

Finally,the long long holidays have just finished. I was not happy during the holidays which are nearly 2 weeks for me as i fall in sick. No matter how hard i tried to drink more water,my body temperature kept on stationary,it doesn't feel like moving. So i gave up. What a lame sickness. *Sighs* Sick,u know how much "ma huan" u brought to me? U know how much food i missed? Damn u! =.=

Thanks God,after 4 days,i m fine now! Wahaha... Recently,i don't feel like writing blog,don't ask me why,if i would tell,i won't tell here too. Not because of secrety,but because of "ma huan". Lolz. I'm kinda lazy nowadays. I think i get affected by my sickness,i slept too much. Well,for myself,for my study,either,have to catch up as soon.Kambateh! ^^

p/s:Under the sun,there is shadow,moving with no head,seeking for the target. Well,he won't catch it,yet,he found hopeless. He tells the shadow:"Why don't we be friend? =)" and i said:"My pleasure.=')"

Long day and a long way...

It has been so long since my last post. Probably 3 weeks ago,it was still in July,e'thing seems nice,nothing happened,yet,it is the best thing. Well,it's quite shocked for me to hear that my grandpa has passed away,even i can sense that a month ago. It's really heartbreaking while i saw my grandpa lying on his bed,his eyes were closed,just like sleeping as normal. Still,it is really like sleeping,but somehow,this time,it's a bit different from normal,he is now sleeping always,and forever... During thoes rainy days,all of my family members,included my cousin were crying all over the funeral. They cry,and stop,and continue crying,and stop,while 1 cry again,all of them cry together again,again and ag-again... *Signs*

Well,let's stop here. After that,i back to my school as usual. That's ton of works waiting me to finish up them. Then,i m the Vice President of Extreme Sport Club in our school,quite a hard job for me,but for me,a experienced man(even i m the first time to be Vice P),it shl b no problem! Wahaha!

2 weeks later,there was another matter that really shocked me. That day was monday,as usual,i should be at school before 7.45a.m,but i was late that day. When i stepped into class,i was glad that Mr.Mohd ( My PA teacher and also,he is my principle) was not in the class. *Evil Laugh* I will not be asking lots of question. Then,cheese(my monitor who used to make jokes always) told me that Fung Chia(a cute girl who sit just behind me) has passed away. Hmm...I looked at her place,well,it's empty,but still,i knew it's a joke,so i was waiting him to laugh. But then...he didn't laugh,not even smile... I started looking at students who sit beside her,they were crying! OMG! i'm the first time to experience friend who just around me passed away! Gosh,she was fine last friday,and then... After all,almost all of our classmates went to her funeral,but not for me,due to my grandpa had just passed away. That's ntg i can do,but i did pray to God. May God bless her and her family.

Well well,lasty,i have not been updated my blog for 3 weeks! Lolx,quite a long time huh? kaka~Now,my holidays started! So so fast! Tuesday ady! I will try my best to update my blog. =)

Stepping into August~

Well well,stepping into August,i had finally finished my exam and i hung out with friends for "D" for that night. A nice night hang out however,result doesn't matter,but everyone enjoys it. =) Tons of stones dropping down my heart and i smile. Obliviously,i have gone to BM for studying for 4 months already,time really passes like bullet huh? Just a wink,4 months have passed.

Well,thanks God,my result was not that bad,not that good too,reminding me to put more efforts on it. E'things seem nice,but just math(2),i did serious mistakes and total i lost my 24 marks for nothing! How careless am i? I can't even believe my eyes while i receive the paper. Feeling sad,but anyway,thanks to friends who concerned me,i m fine. =) It's just a little test,i dont get mad yet. Haha...

This week passed very fast that i couldn't even turn out my mind.Heard that there are quite a few of students in BM (Not IBM) have been influenced by the virus,A(H1N1). Every students in IBM was asked to wear mask to go to school by Friday,for thoes don't wear will not be allowed to enter the class. Everyone was wearing the mask today,feeling not bad too,haha,too bad,forget to take a photograph. Lolz,everyone was quite today due to the cotton which blocking their mouth. Somehow,the mask really annoys me from breathing,i found it hard to breath normally as the mask cover up all my nose. -_________-''

p/s:A cheerful heart is good medicine,but a crushed spirit dries up the boners.(Someone told me this,thanks,i like it. =D)

Toh Kun hiking

22 July 2009,Toh Kun hiking organised by Extreme sport club from IBM was held successfully.Upper six students,who were our seniors,had an interview to us who is interested to join their committee,i went and so that day i didnt be the participant,but be the committee of Extreme sport club.It is the second biggest club in IBM and there were more than hundreds of people went for the interview,i m one of the lucky out of 36.

Dawn at 5,i woke up and had my 'cool' bath.Everything i had prepared for today was put into my waist pack,and i began to my journey to IBM.Gathering at IBM before we went to Toh Kun mountain,seniors had a meeting with all the committee,telling us what should we do and arrange the transport for us. My mission was helping them to tick participant's name according to class and record the time for first three runners. At about 7 a.m,we reached Toh Kun and straight away we went up to the mountain.The road is quite inclined but somehow,i found it is easy for me.We had fun and jokes along the way with the seniors,they all are quite funny and friendly.After reaching to the top of our station,station 4,we are all exhausted.

Well,suddenly my 'emo' mood comes up to my mind and i took this picture,which when i was taking,everyone laugh...Lolz. At the end of this event,we all cleaned up the scene and back to the strating point of Toh Kun.At there,Mr.Micheal,who is our MUET teacher,held a speaking oral at there asking people to speak in english(tittle given) to everyone including the monkeys.Lolz,that's a highlight thing in our Toh Kun hiking.After giving the prizes to winners,again,we cleaned up the scene and stepped back to IBM.

Overall,it was held very nice,no people injured.It took a morning from me.Anyway,i had to continue my tuition at afternoon later from 2.15pm to 6.30pm. It's really a tiring day.At that night,i slept after taking my dinner,at about 9pm something.Then i woke up at three,to study my math(2),due to the test on friday.Well,the test is not that hard as i thought,but i don't really can master it,kinda sad...Anyhow,it has past. =) Works more hard for the next coming test!Hehe...

p/s:That day was a normal day,everything happends normally,included...,as normal,and it is normal and should be normal. =) Thanks God for the wisdom.

A long long way...

Since i was small,i used to enjoy the wind during the evening,it makes me smile. =) As i have grown up,i wonder thoes happy time where they gone. I sat under the tree which i played at there when my height was still only 117cm.Thinking...Where are they? I looked upto the sky...
WIsh has just passed above me,i lost the chance to make a wish.Somehow,i wonder why people used to say that u make a wish when u see the meteor,the wish u made will become true.It doesn't make sense to me...
Wind blows against my cheek,comfortable makes me nap.Looking upto the sky again,the stars confused me,it recalled me,again and ag-again...I decided to find out what is it really recalling me.I began my journey with nothing.After a long long footsteps,i stopped infront of a sign board. "Boring" I turned right,and i found this boring high way,i don't know how long is the way,no,i should say,i can't know how long is it and what is infront...
Night coming,i just let my legs take a rest.The night seems to be silence.I know,I'm not alone...
With moody,probably my new friend,we started our new journey towards the infinity,again...
Swing and keep swinging,i found another sign board. "Hope"


This week,there is something wrong with me,my new friend,Moody,sticks to me always. With this new friend,there is something i found and i lost.Well,my mind collapsed this week,thousand of words sinked inside my heart and stucked. The pressure of exam and RBR are really hard to bear it.When all the bad things wave to me,i can't even say a single word.At that time,i think i can understand the words told by someone,the most sadness happens,u will cry with no tears,i did.I apologize to all my friends here.No matter what it is,please forgive my anger and bad temper this week.

p/s:Sometimes,relationship between human is really weird,u seem to catch it,somehow,u r still hanging. Well,still a long long way for me to learn.Indeed...

So...i think catching rat is fun.They are all smiling while putting the rat into the tin which contains of something sopor...><'' Killing has just begun...

Pity the rat being nailed on the white board...The operation will be carried on soon by thoes cruel... =P(Left) Father joked with Li Ho(Right),seems they r quite enjoying the operation huh? =D

After the operation,he seems feeling not well,kesian for the rat...being cut and observered,then threw into the basketbin behind the street... T^T

The first person fainted? Nah,he was just getting too tired and slept. Hmm...looks cute? haha... =P sorry Lu Ping~

(The path of operating the rat is not shown out,it's just too violent and cruel,scare that u may eating something like hotdog or curry?xD)

This wednesday,bio classmate is having their first time to operate the rat.Of course i will be the first to be the observer. Hehe,thinking that was fun...Well,in the process,i can see that girl is really cruel.At starting,they are still acting scare of killing the rat.BUT,after they nailed up the rat,they operated it just like cutting a bean curd.The process made me not feeling well too as they 'play' with it's organ and brain...

Well well,stop it,i know u r not feeling well too. =P This week was terrible busy.Almost everyday,I start my class at 7.45a.m and end at 5-6p.m. After going back to home,my mental will just collapse for an hour. Then gotta rush on my stuffs...Sometime,i got no time to take a breath too...Anyway,i will be fine,i believe i can handle it well with determination. =)

Next week is going to be our first exam week,feeling nervous,don't know how is it,and i heard that our result will be sent to out house through postman not us! Lolz,how if i get a bad result? Hmm...Tons of things i got to memory and formula too! Hundred of Trigonometry formula are not that easy to memory all huh...Well,i will do with all of my best.=D

p/s:Life isn't for happy,isn't for eat,isn't for other,but life is for the righteous.

July new post

Ya,walking into July makes me feel stress. As we learn physic,tension = mg if it is placed vertically. Somehow,i think the 9.81kg/ms2 (gravitational force) is killing me. With the Weight(m) which is becoming more and more heavier on my shoulder,i found my legs are shivering. Wondering,can i withstand the weight? In fact,i'm not that tough,every subjects i can handle well as i did all the revision and homeworks,add on extra-homeworks,but what's actually making me tough is chemistry. Hoping someone can really teach and lead me to a better situation than that i m having now.

In the past week,i felt so 'tension',it was just like binding on me. A day,there are 24-hours,i used 6 hours to sleep,more than 10hours in school,time left is for my revisions and homeworks. Well,a tough week has passed and i m still standing,i will be tough too. =) Thanks God. At Friday,Chun fetched me to Sunway and we had a nice movie(Ice Age) there,it was funny. =) With friends,I really enjoyed that night outing,thanks buddy. *palm*

Saturday,i went to Penang Aie-port to send off my cousin brother,i felt so down...We used to play together,bath together,eat together,learn together,share tales together,games together,outing together,sing together,happy together,down together....Now,he is going to Australia to continue his study. Sigh,for the growing of us,and now it's time for him to go further...He is really a good cousin brother,he taught me a lot of things,thanks him here.

Prayer:Lord,bless Alex can reach Australia safely.Everything will just smooth to him.Thanks you,my God,for giving me friends. =) For the christ,amen.

p/s:Friday night outing was a unforgotten night. =)

They are all my cousin,except the first 2 girls,who are my sister Wendy,and eldest sister Annie.Yup,u r right,their hands show the date of the celebration. 2009/6/25. =)

"So much has changed,"such an idea comes up to my mind.Looking at them,we are all grown up.No more childish things between us...

Just sent my sister,Wendy,to Air-port,saying Goodbye to her really makes me sad...We have played since i still cant even stand up.We used to fun together,eat together,fights,cry,worry,excited...And,she is now going to Sabah UMS and continue her study at there.Next meeting would probably be the end of this year.I will miss her. =)

prayer:May God bless my sister,Wendy,will reach Sabah safely.Everything will just smooth to her.God,please lead her on as she will be alone at there.Thanks,for the christ,amen.

p/s:We will no longer meet again. =) I believe!

何谓朋友？

我并不是圣人，也会时常犯错，写这篇文章不是为了教训人，而是想分享。之前，我写过一片关于朋友的文章，我想重复多一次：

“相信每个人都有朋友吧？以上便是我中学中最要好的朋友！我相信他们也是这样想的。神，赐给了我们朋友，因为我们需要。对，我们需要朋友，朋友让我们吐谈心中的愉快与不愉快，与我们一起成长，学习，鼓励，支持...”

朋友之间的是友情，而问题是，你的朋友是否出现在你的友情里呢？那绝对是存在的。在这世界上，某某些的歪理论，让许多人认为，朋友是拿来利用的，他们的眼里，没有利用价值的人就不是朋友。如果你因着这样的现象，也改变了你的看法和想法，那你和他们有什么两样呢？好，如果是这样，我们就必须的更谨慎的交朋友了。另一个说法就是，必须更谨慎的交友情了。朋友，你可以有很多，不过，那儿是否有友情，那就不知道了，谁知道？你自己了。

换个角度，朋友所谓的帮忙，是否利用呢?许多人都分不清楚，所以才会产生那么多的误会。如果一位朋友，平常没事不会找你的，突然登上你的三宝殿，需要你的帮忙，这是利用吗？严格来说，这是利用，如果你是一位负面想法较重的人的话。其实，这可算上是社交的一种，认识他，哪知哪天需要他的帮忙啊？而你帮我，我帮你，达成双赢的局面，不是很好吗？利用和帮忙，真得那么重要吗？要怎样分辨，课本是不会教，是看你怎样想了。而另一种朋友，就是只有帮他，当你需要他的帮忙时，他却不帮的，那你就要小心了，可能他是真的不能帮，而不是不要帮，那还好。如果他是能帮，却不帮，这时候你有两种选择，一，下次不帮他（就算能帮），二，大量的帮他（要看程度）。这两种选择只是例子，如果你觉得你的做法会更加明智的，也是可以的。（请确保那是明智的情况下）

所以，什么是有友情的朋友呢？他们会爱你（提醒大家，这是朋友的爱，请把它想得健康和简单），可是这样的朋友会有吗？我相信是不可能的，这世上哪会有朋友可以满足你呢？两个人相处，总要相让，自己都顾不好了，怎么能顾好你呢？这样，如果你因为他们的不足，而断定他们不是你的朋友，你是否失去了这位好友呢？这其实也代表了，朋友必须一起成长，才能互相的鼓励，学习，而你自己，就必须学习独立，这世上没有永远的敌人，也没有永远的朋友的，你总要多和别人接触，了解一下别人的经历，也须多交朋友。当朋友多时，难不免会约出来相聚吧？而这时，正是一个很好的交流时候，互相分享，学习。然而，这样的分享，要达到好效果，自然出来相聚的人最好是少了，说穿了，多人的聚会多数都是瞎扯，因为第一个人说的事情，第十个人未必适合吧？自然话题就必须选择了，那还有什么意思呢？例子，和十个人出门，问候完就可以拍拍屁股走人了？就算真的有时间，你可以问得了多少个？效果会好吗？而和三个人出门的你，问候他们，是个人都可以有都一点的时间来说说他们的经历和想法。少一点人，也比较好集中，好说话。所以，我们是无须为朋友没约你而感伤心，只是还没轮到你。

而我们身为朋友的，很应该在不同的场合，有不同的身份吧？例子，我和我的朋友，他刚从国民服务回来，我作为朋友的，驾车载他到槟城，和一群不认识的人，过了整天，甚至他们的事情还得我来策划，带领，那天的我很成功地扮演了我的角色，做朋友的，还有什么好计较呢?我的朋友甚至告诉我们四年的交情还不及他们三个月来的友情，请试想想我的感受，不过又怎样呢？我付出，是为了回报吗？当然，每个人都不想被说帮忙是为了回报，所以都不觉得是，可是往往人会在无意间犯下这样的错误。最重要是错而能改，男人大丈夫，没什么大不了的，大不了东山再起，然而最怕的是不肯承认错误，而不悔改，那么永远都是错的了。所以有回报，我们应该高兴，没回报，也没什么的，反正没期待。=) 当然，要时常检讨自己，或许自己已经不知不觉地犯错了。

然而，别总是看出别人的不是，而忘了自己，请诚实的面对自己，自己是否是一位好朋友？肯为朋友付出吗？想回报吗？肯忍耐吗？肯的意思是包含心甘情愿的。自己是否有和大家一起进步呢？慢不是问题，最大的问题是不肯进步。然而如果你本身不愿意进步，你又好意思要大家被你一起停顿吗？

所以结论，你是否一位好朋友？当你是了，他是你的朋友吗？当他是了，那还有利用与帮忙之分吗？那儿就只会有爱，你对朋友的爱，包括付出，忍耐，恩慈，不嫉妒,凡是相信，凡是包容，和等等...总是有多角度来看待事情，你就会看到不一样的东西了，站在朋友的立场想想，想法自然会更理智和成熟。想成为一位好朋友，多么的不简单啊，不然的话，古人怎会一直晃着头，道说：人生得一好友，死而无憾啊。这句不是说可以死啊，这只是诗人夸张表达的方式，是说好友难得啊，自然的，好友更难做，加油吧，大家。=)

p/s:在人的关系中，事先了解进入关系的那个人是很重要的，不只是了解你的伴侣，你必须先了解自己。如果你连自己都不喜欢与自己相处，那你如何期待别人呢？我要请你去思考这个问题。你是否有像希望别人对待你那样对待自己？如果你对待自己，并没有像希望人家对待你那样，那你永远也无法改变事情的状况。你的行动是强而有力的思想，因此，如果你没有用爱和尊重来对待自己，别人也难以爱和尊重你。因为你不能代替人思考和感觉，你的职责就是自己。其实打开心灵，让神爱你，让你自己也可以爱你自己，这难道不是更好吗？

p/s:珍惜一起欢乐的时光，不让遗憾与悲伤成为你生命中的不速之客。

Wendy 21th B'day~

All of my cousin are there. =) total=16...All lengzai lenglui~ lolz...kaka~
So...it's a fool idea...1,2,3 and 4. kaka~ Wishing Wendy Ang a Happy Birthday~They are all born in Dragon year~ so 5 dragons there...wao~~

My siblings~Jaker,Annie,Wendy and Micheal~

Last piece of Salmon fish~ Felt so EMO suddenly...

It's about 6.30p.m,we began our way to Penang Coffee Island.There was a celebration there,it was my second sister,Wendy's 21th B'day.We had a great party there,which my cousin had all attended.After having delicious meals,we chatted at there and played at there.(taking tons of photo everywhere~)

Lolz,we met many lenglui there,somehow,they are look-able,but not talk-able,becuase parents are all there.lolz,and i think i won't talk to them if there is a chance also.So...just forget about it.lolz...Today,i missed my physic class,hopefully he wasn't teaching something hard...haha~have to work harder next time. I will be fine~ ^^

p/s:Will upload more pictures next time,they are all in camera,quite lazy to take all it out.

Hour in school

Picture of memories~

Just went to Tunku Abdul Rahman,which was my school for six years,students at there are still acting childish,and some is even more than childish,can be said that is foolish...Looking at them,they are shadow of us,but somehow,they are even worse.BGR between them is not new,but a game for them.(They might not think so because they are one of them,for face,they reject our opinion.) Feeling sad...

Happy,to see ma old's friends,Hui Lin,Mei Ling,Man Yan,Yee Heng,Jia Wei,Lee Yee,Ying Ying and Ling Yan. After buying some stuffs,decided to have a walk through ma school,it has become more beautiful and colourful than before...Memories flows through my mind,every part,every corner of the school...Feeling sad again,being childish and silly for so many years. Well,on the way back,thinking...there is some goods being an innocence boy too,what we gotta do is only for happy,no responsibility,no worry,dont have to care too much,everythings undergo slowly,everythings follow our mood...No,that's not a lifestyle i would like my life going on. Just breath and eyes look for the infinity future,come on,there is still a long long way to go...I don't bother with the blesses of God. =)

p/s:I can do anything through christ who strengthen me. Thanks God.

Strange...

Looking at the blue sky,i enjoy the wind from no where."Hmm...what a sunny day,today is going to be a hotday,"i guess.Listening to the music,the music may sing the moment with me.Breathing deeply,this make me sleepy.Wiggling leg in the bed...No way,have to wake up my slugglish body.

How fast the time pass... Argh,24 hours aren't enough.Wishing to have more than 24 hours perday,'impossible' word is given.Haiz...not in mood of writing blog,stop here,Cya my friends.



p/s:My mind is so blank now...Don't know what to do... ><"

Lame night~

I strongly believe that every of my friend is sleeping like a pig now.Well,you are right! I can't sleep... i just cant believe my eyes that,it is about 4 A.M and i m still sitting in front of the box...Somehow,Silence of the night makes me comfort~
After going back to BM,everythings back to normal again,school,homeworks,friends,idiot,dawgs,foods...It was a busy week,fully filled with the homework and homeworks~
Anyhow,suddenly i feel sleepy,lols,i gotta sleep~for my busy Sunday~ Night everyone,sorry for breaking the silence of night~ >"<


p/s:Friends might be friend if there is no friendship between them. =) (Don't misunderstand what i have mentioned,i have mentioned nothing,and it was just a idea to write an essay or a poem to wreak my own feeling~relax la~ ^^)

Time to go...

"Tik...Tak...Tik...Tak..." Watching the clock,second and seconds...Again,minute has passed.Haizz...I'm still doing nothing.Wondering,what had happened to me these few days? Am i being cursed? No no...It's because the ending holidays. The most sadness isn't going back to school.In fact,i felt that should be happy,it's time again for me to study HARD! Just,it's little tough for me due to the funeral class for science class in IBM,i have to take the tuition class on Saturday,it makes me difficult to go home everyweek.Well,what can i do just to accecpt and face it! Come on,i know i will and i can adapt it. =)

The main reason is because i have to part with my friends.After this holidays,i will be very busy and the next meeting ( i think) will be at the end of this year.Friends here,i might seldom come back,means i will have to stay at there if my time is too rush.Well,i need a friend to talk to...(Prayer:Lord,i need a friend who i can talk to...thanks,for the christ,Amen)

Today,Sunday,last day in my house,i'll miss my parent,family members,internet(friends),friends here,refrigerator,foods,and AIR-CONT!! -____-''

p/s:Be stronger,because have to,

Be tough,because need to,

Be adamancy,because ought to.

Good luck,all my friends. =) cya~

Busy Friday~

Niel and me were in the boat on the way back to our car. =)

Alex,my cousin,he is quite a good man and thanks to him to be our trip ranger. ^^
Pantai Kerachut! The sea is clean,it's quite a famous camping site for young.Try it next time. =P

At the first station,we took a rest and the water from water fall is clean and cold~ Niel smile~ xD

Well,we went to Pantai Kerachut on friday.It's not that hard to climb over as i have thought.We took almost 2 hours to reach the beach.I skipped the journey. =P Then,we took a rest at there and everyone was enjoying the food(which i woke up at 7.30 and cook them),i hope them really enjoy it.=) At about 4pm,the boat came and ended our climbing.

p/s:I'm going to BM later in the evening,i might not be able to update my blog that always,i'll miss u all,my friends.=)

Ending Holidays~

Well...these days i have spent lots of time to go to Penang to look after my grandpa,he is fine now,thanks God.After the camp in Tanjung Bungah,i have been sick for 2 days,i m fine now.=)(Thanks to ZLing who wishes me to be healthly.Wish her too here.) Then i go to penang around these few days.I have not even touched my book for a week edy! Omg! =.='' I m gonna put more effort and oil into my engine.

The ending holidays,i don't actually like that feeling,my holidays haven't ended,but i feel that it is ended...Well,my fault.My melody is undergoing a big change.Because after these holidays,there will be a no time for me to play anymore.IBM(my school now) is planning to have a tuition class at saturday,means i m going to stay at there untill Sat,then go back to there again at Sunday,it's really boring and bored! Anyway,i will do my best for it.=) Come on,Xuan,time won't wait anyone,included u,better armed urself,it's time to fight! FiRE! hehe~

Prayer:Help my grandpa who is now in hospital to relief his pain and sickness,and also my mum,who is now exchausted for rushing here and there and worry about my grandpa.Friday,may God be with us.everythings will be fine and just like what i have planned.Thanks God.For the Christ,Amen.

p/s:After this holiday,i may nt be able to on9 and blog that often,i feel sorry to my readers here.=)

Monday in the hospital

Monday,congrats to Lakers(Kobe Bryant,Gasol,Odom) here winning the second match in Final.After watching the NBA final at Niel's house,it's time he got to go back to Penang. Then i followed my mum to go to Penang too to visit my Granpa who is now sick in the hospital.Before we went to to his room,we had a breakfast at the canteen,their food is quite healthly and taste good. =)

We talked to him 1 by 1,i had told him about my life now,my study,my dream,memories when i was still a kid,and bla bla bla...Then,he had to take the medicine and the nurse needs some one to console him.Doubtless,i m the only boy who can handle this problem.Well,i did my best too.=) The 20 minits taking the medicine for me is just like 20 years.I was nearly to cry,it's really painful and i had to tell lies to my Grandpa.My heart was nearly broken,what i can do is only telling lies and looking at him...Somehow,i had to determine myself,finally,it was over...

Before going back home,we went to somewhere(coz i don't know where is it.Lolz...) and have a tea time there.

Prayer:My Lord,please help my Grandpa who is now suffering from the sickness.I wish that he can recover as fast as he can.Thanks.For the Christ,Amen.

p/s:Take care of your parent,your grandparent,and yourself too. =) Good luck my friends.

Beach day~

I like this photo. =D

5 and 6 June,we had gone for a camp which was organized by NT church at Penang Tanjung Bungah Hotel.Well,we reached there and had our lunch there.Not bad,the food was quite out of my expectation.=) Then,we had a communion in the hall.With the older,i got the chance to hear about thier young experience which will properly be my advice,and their opinion to the young generation.WIth the younger,it's quite hard to communicate with them,they are shy and don't even speak,i was defeated.However,i did my best. =)

After checking into the room,there were two bed,and we got 5 have to share the room,Jerry,Hua Sheng,Mecaan,1 more boy,sorry i have forgotten his name,lolz,and of course,me.Well,don't care of that,let's enjoy first.=D We went to the swimming pool.Due to we r the host of the game to the adults later,we just swam for half an hour and i think i got cold from there.Lame! We had a good game at the beach there and adults were playing like child.Lolz...Then,Jao Jun.Jerry and i walked by the beach side and talked about nonsense along the way.I found out myself a bit not comfort.Somehow,i kept my footsteps to them.

Just before the dinner,i knew i had caught a cold,but i didn't realise that it was worse than i thought.I had caught a cold,fever,headache,giddy and cough.Terrible,it made me defaulting from the meeting at 8p.m.Well,after taking the panadol,i slept in the room for 2 hours.Just nice,i still could have my supper(Mc),Lolz...The other morning,we had our delicious and alimentation breakfast at the restaurant which just locates beside the beach.Hmm...What a beautiful sunrise!^^

Then,we packed and stepped on the way home.Somehow,we are teenagers!Instead of going home straight away,we went to Gurney.Night at the Museum 2 is quite a funny movie.=)

p/s:Back to home,i had taken the medicine and slept for 10 hours!^^v I m fine now. =D!!

WALAO EH!

As the tittle has told u,there is smth serious has happened! This morning was quite different from the other as i decided to have jogging with Jerry.Well,he was sleeping like a pig and did not matter how i shouted out that loudly outside his gate like an idiot in the morning 6.55 a.m.'Jogging alone,'i said to myself.On the way jogging around my Taman,it recalled my young memories again...While playing with my old friends who doesn't relate to me now,the area we had played badminton oftenly...It doesn't important to me now,i must look forward and further...
"What a wonderful morning i had,"i was thinking while i was having a morning bath.I really enjoyed about it."Holidays!"=) Just as usual,i went to pasar and bought some delicious breakfast.Along the way,i hoped to meet some friend or may be who had played with me before,but at last,none...Well,just put my food in the busket and decided to go back.As u guys know,pasar is quite a hot place,so i decided not to wear the stupid helmet. Will i being caught? No no...it is impossible,because no one will wake up that early for catching the drivers like me in the pasar right? Ya,i m right,no one will catch people in the pasar,somehow,they are outside the pasar! Damn! Walao Eh! Who are they? The three man with black uniform stood in front of me,and beckon to me! Walao,so suai...
Nothing can do but have to let him check my lessen and IC,well,i did bring them out,somehow,i m scare for the saman which he kept asking to me:"Mau Saman tak?"Of course,i kept shaking my head to the police and suddenly i remembered my friends who had been 'saman' before,i quicky pleased them:"Abang,bagi chance,1 kali,first kali kena saja...plz...I m still a school boy..."
Wahaha!The police allowed me to go! Lolz,nothing had happened to a 18 years old boy who drived without his helmet at time 8.30 a.m. in Nibong Tebal on 04-June-2009! Thanks God! ^^~

p/s:Come on,my friends,don't be too sad that i didn't kena any saman,hehe~

Starting point of Holidays!!

Standing at the starting point of Holidays,i take a deep breath,look straight through the way,thinking:"It's time to go." Ho-Ho-HOlidays!! I'm coming~
First,i plan to look after my grandpa during my holidays' journey,it doesn't have any other important things instead of taking care of him.Ya,he is quite old now,and now he is sick,quite worry...
Second,there is a camp at Penang Hotel which organised by Nt church,i m going to enjoy it. =)
Third,i m going to enjoy my homework and study during this free holidays,there are mountain of works i have to do.but still,i used to finish it with my joyful mood now. =) Thx God.

Hearing to the song,I'm Yours,my mood is not bad. ^^ typing the keyboard,i realized that the injury of my hand and my sprained leg doesn't look good.Lolz,it is still red. But then my hand which sprained together with my leg are fine now. =) Happy~ Going to take some rest time,then i will be back to basketball court. ^^ The Doctor is quite an old man,somehow,he is powerful and i m nearly to cry during the treatment,haha,well,i successful stopped my tears from my eyes. ^^v

p/s:Even there are Holi-days,do not forget our job,works,and identity,be a good child to ur mum,worry for them,be a good student to ur teacher,study and complete the hmwrks. ^^ Good luck.

Last on May

Stepping into June,it reminded me...HOLIDAYS!!! Haha...being too excited,even cant sleep well in the night...My friends,u know how the time pass so slow that i cant even believe my watch...

i have been two weeks didnt post any blog,miss my blog! ^^ Nevertheless,i'm now here to see u all again. =) Somehow,i felt sad for my class changing.My new friends there,Lim Father,Lu Ping,Tan,Teh,Sasi,Zer Ling,i will begrudge u all. T.T wuwu~ Hopefully there is some miracle~

NOW! It's time to ready my holidays,wahaha...so excited...Redang,Langkawi,Penang,and bla bla bla!! Or whatever! I'm Coming!! kaka~

BTW,my grandpa is feeling not well now,i"ll pray for him,hopefullyhe will turn pink as soon as possible... ~.~

p/s:Excited for the camp and going to see some Long-time-no-C friends. ^^

Dreamer and dreams

Who is the dreamer? and what is dream? ... Is it "good"? What do dreams mean?... Where do dreams come from? Is it from the sky? Can i find it if i can fly?...rain is coming,as tears too...

In our form 4 and form 5 poem,there is a "if" poem said that we can dream,but dont make dream our master.Ya,he is true.We can dream,of course,we can sleep right? Is dream means the video or may be pictures( not number) while we closed our eyes? Not really...Why should we dream then? Question mark is always given.Different people form different situations from different angles with different solutions might think of different meaning of dream.Right? or may be not...

Sometimes....someone....they work so hard for a dream,not even dreams...some may not even want to dream...Why...lazy and forget...Recalling my dream since i was trying to walk...i wished i can fly...Looking at the pure blue sky...it seems smiling at me...i smile back...too...as it seems welcoming me...

Ya,dream is just like sky.We can look at it and think of it all the time.Everyone should have their own dream,fight for it,work for it...Failure is just the path to success!Don't ever think of throwing ur towel...Achieve it,and make it the proudness of u...Everyone has their own sky...It won't be poluted by anyone except by ourself.You are the 1 who master ur dream and ur future.Just breath deeply and deeply...There is still a mountain to climb.

p/s:My friends,all the best...Good luck. =)

Wednes-Holiday~ ^^

Darkness has come to Bm telling me that somewhere is having a serious funeral,beware!! xD~HOT noon huh? even the shirts are sweating~ sweat~~A joke is carried out by my notty english Teacher for students~Study when Hot in the night! You got no way but have to do like me if u wanna a comfortable place for study~ ^^ cheers~
Beware! Thats a room with Dangerous symbol where i m going in~scary~hehe...
when i stepped into the room,that's a totally different X-Ray's room from the imaginary room since i was still a kid.I thought it will have some machine such as a big television which can panetrate through my body...What a dissapointed room...cheh... =3=~
My leg which "terseliuh" has been scanned by X-ray,and Doctor told me"Your
overabundance fat layer has successfully protected your left leg,good job!" xD~


"Wow,Ee Shiuen has becoming better than before! Improved!"Sounds which go through my ears to my heart.It was sunday evening 7p.m. at Tunku Abdul Rahman Basketball's court which is in the small town,called Nibong Tebal.I decided to play more due to my strong ohm that day.Well,in the second match ,i guarded Jerry who is quite a fast-running player,i had to pay double attention on him.
"Foul!"my friend shouted.Ball passed to him and I dashed back to own defend position.A sudden blank splashed in my mind and i got to catch up Jerry who had already in front of me.The basket was just around me,i couldn't let him crossed over me!Stepping bigger than usual successfully brought me catching up to Jerry.Rising my hands and hopefully i could block his ball or may be i could at least block his vision from aiming the basket.I found out that i was getting lower when i tried to jump higher.No matter how my hands rised,my hands was still falling.In the moment of falling down,i still can remember the sounds of bone cracking.After falling on the ground,everyone came near to me and kept asking me what had happened.Well,my leg had sprained and i was gotta to leave the court.Somehow,after fews match,my leg was getting better i thought it's time for me to join them back.
Rain pitter-pattering on my car while i was driving to BM.I did not feel anything wrong and when i went up to my hostel and took off my shoes,i found that i was wrong! That is nothing wrong with my feeling but my brain! Hell,i knew my leg had sprained but i still decided to join back just because of feeling nothing.I should have to rest that time! Well,there is no use of talking too much nonsense. I took out what chinese called that as "Wind Oil" and i put it on my wounded place and chucked my leg.
"Hmm...what a nice morning sunlight!I like it."
Unexpectedly,i found out my leg was becoming bigger! No way,i went to Bm Hospital at that night and it took me 2 hours for the check up and enwasthement.Well,i met many strange things,which for me is strange but for others is normal,that i had never experienced.This is for addition,I met a guy who had an accident with his blood body being pushed to X-ray room.Scare me. =.=''
Well,after binding up for two days,which cumbered me when taking bath,walking down the stairs,to the school,and the most,in the toilet! Well,now my leg is fine and i decide to take it off.I can jump and run as normal but just not that high and fast.Thanks for taking care of me,my friends,i love u all. =) That God that I m fine now.
p/s:For friends who are now in college,form 6,matric,or somewhere that i might not be able to know,wish u all good lucks. May God bless u all. =)