Haiz's day In IBM

Kok Sheng,the one blackie who stand beside me,has left us to go back to his secondary school to continue his form 6. He is the best basketball player among our friends. We have lost a good player on court. Anyhow,blade doesn't always benefit on one side,he is quite a noob player in DotA,so we have lost a food in gaming. Well,wish u all the best at Perlis there. We'll meet again in GG. =)

At a normal month,a normal week,normal day,in a normal school,with some normal friend... Ya,everything happens just like normal. But it's not for me. In there few days,i really miss my old classmate,they know me the most,they know how am i. Of course not fully understand of me,but we can have joy always,smile together,we can understand,at least,what we r talking. At there,i think i have changed. Changed to a person who doesn't talk always,of course i think it's good,at least not talking bullshit. With this,i have changed from a person who always like to share about my life and talking all over the day to a person who trying to be serious in his study,stop talking bullshit,and as well,my friends around me will not know about me. The situation is,they don't know who am i,i can really joke u know? I can really play madly,but i m just choosing the right time,not like before,playing around the clock. So...what m i facing now is they go out,for example gathering,they won't tell at least i ask. And some activity,even i ask,they won't tell me. At first to IBM,we know each other,well,even just a short time,but we have understood each other much don't we? I thought we have become a "friend".I'm asking a friend who is not only say 'Hi' and 'Bye'. Of course,the thing is not that serious yet,if i take it easy. I care about,that's why i feel upset. Well,i know this will over soon. What i can do is just doing my own job and wait.

Yesterday,went outing with my really friends,they told me not to worry,it's just a period that u can do nothing,but just to wait. Kinda Emo these days,but i feel much better after talking to them,i can feel my shoulder becoming lighter a bit. Thanks my friend who console me. =)

p/s:For friend who is studying in IBM or knows who are they,i don't wanna this to be known by anyone who is included above there. I hope this can really be kept well. Thanks. =)