New to 2010

I don't really expect the date now is 30/1/2010. First month has passed without any notice. Ya, what i talk abt is not only the date. Looking forward to the date, cancel out all of the time on sleeping, play, on class, on special day which we would properly allow us to waste it, on fun, on friends, on 4 words - L, A, Z, Y and etc.. STPM is no longer in front of us..

For now, i meet the friend that i heard of him long long time ago, who i nvr meet.. His name "pressure". I think i can communicate with him well, that's why he keeps on with me. We talk less, cuz he likes to stay around me and looking at me without making any sounds. He's cute, as i invites him for a game or outing to relax, he rejects. He accompanies me always whenever in class, in hostel, in my bed, in my dream... He told me that he comes from a place, named "Surrounding". It's somewhere around the world. He can find us through study, work, friends, family and etc.. i found that most of them are becuz of high-expectation. Expectation to u, from friends, from family, from urself.. Well, i don't often start our conversation unless he talks to me first.. Sometimes he will go for hols too as my hols too. Well, he told me that he will spend at least 1 more year around me. I don't talk much, just continue doing what i shl do...

Ok, let's back to recent life.. It's just like a formula, by filling in the same conditions, results will always almost the same. May be this is what we called it as study project. the project that most of us will hv to face it. One day, we will hand in it and present it. Well, the formula still works on me, waiting the day to break the formula.

p/s: Knowing where our sun is, run towards it, without any delay, make it proud of us.

It's time

A time ago,
Don't really know,
just think to go,
the way to go,
as i do so,
it's hard to me so...

Think to give,
as a gift,
not to you,
but to both,
may hv gibe,
still better not to gig...

I should do so as i do,
Like a fool who's too sure,
A fire without flame,
I'm a song without a soul...

An emo poem, which perhaps can make me feel better.. As time goes on, lower six has past. Nothing to talk much about my study, it's boring. Anyway, i will do my best on it. Makes no regret, no mercy to the paper! It's time to "Culling blade" the complicated situation. As too much of things is unexplainable, better get myself out of there. Promised myself not to put an eye on there, not even single moment to think to do that. As that really affected my mood,indeed.

Ok, that's all the report about my recent target. Will modify it as to suit the situation. STPM left 312 days starting from today. Subtract from holidays and unexpected day to go out, I don't think we got much time to revise. To be well prepared for the coming exam SOON, start from now! Makes no excuse to the exam as to ourself too! =) F2

p/s: The graph which feeling against righteous is always inversely proportional.

Back to Jan

I have been away for a month of my blog ago. Here is my report. =]
Birthday - We have to prepare it since after our final exam. 19/12 It is my b'day, my lovely family and cousin had organized a BBQ party for me to celebrate and they bought my favorite choco cake for me. I was so touched! =) After that, i hv to go back to my hostel and continue my 6th form stuffs at there. Sounds like a sad story huh. But i don't think that way. For me, birthday is not only a birth mark to me, but a day that i shl be thankful to my mum who brought me here. Love u my mum, thanks for every moment u give. Love u. =]

Dinner - After my b'day, there will be IBM farewell dinner 2009 at Equatorial Hotel. I was the MC that night, admittedly i didn't really prepare well for that, I'm sry to everyone here. That night I almost went crazy as 90% our program had been spoiled, I was like the ant on the hot kettle. Thanks God, I prayed to God and God answered me by actions. After praying, everything went smooth and everyone did really enjoy the dinner. ^^ At last, It can be said the night is awesome. =)

Christmas - Before Christmas, 24/10 we went to orphanage. Visit them and knows about their life. We shl glad that we got a chance to call papa and mama. We're the lucky one. Will tell details if i still got free time to blog. =) Christmas. We celebrate Christmas it's becuz the name of Christ has come to this world and there will be a new king who can save us. That night, we all did very well, not the performance but the teamwork of us. =) Everyone takes care of other and helps around there. Then we had our supper in Mamak at Taman Pekaka. A great night. =) Merry Christmas.

New year - Happy new year. A new year has come to us but i don't think it's happy. May be it's becuz the date is far far away again from my b'day. Anyway, new year recalls me much things. What i have done, what i did... *too long here* Short cut>> So as a result , I didn't attend my cousin's new year celebration party at Penang, though i went to Perak, Lumut, with teachers and some of my friends. It's a great place to let our hair down, swimming and basketball, both my favor activities. =] We had joy in the room while everyone talks non-stop. The most moment that i felt every tension has gone is the time after swimming, i took a bath, sit comfortly on the sofa, looking at TV, and i tasted a drop of Coffee. Hmm~ Nothing better than this. ^^

p/s: Here is all short cut about my hols, a busy and meaningful hols. =) I'm sorry it's without pic, will try to upload in the coming post. It's quite late now. 5am. I might say it as quite early now. =P